And for some reason, I still can't listen to the songs we used to listen to together. It's not that I miss you, I just miss what was. I can't wrap my mind around how much time has passed, and how much I don't think about you. But when I do think about you, it still hurts just as much. I'm almost positive it gets better, but I'm not fully convinced.
There's always going to be a place in my heart for you. Us not being us anymore is one of the hardest things I've ever gone through.
Something happens in my head when I'm going through a tough time. It's almost like my mind numbs itself from everything going on, and I just put on my game face and fight the world. But at the end of the day, it hurts like hell and no one really can fix it. It's something only time can heal. At least, that's what I'm told.
I'm sorry these ramblings don't make much sense. I just write what comes to my head. I try not to get to detailed with names and whatnot, so these are just my feelings, unedited, and raw.
Now i've read the new posts. and god... you just wrote out All the words i couldn't find inside? like this^ is exactly how i feel right now, and also your advice in the earlier one was amazing. thank you.. thank you for sharing. thank you for making me see the big picture of whats going on inside my head. (All that made more sense in my head, but whatever) <3
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